In between the lines

I just can´t undesrtand
Why i´m felling so tired
I remember all the things i did
And i really can´t complain
Nothing used to get me down
But i know i´m not a liar
Sometimes i can not disguise
That i´m feeling low my friend

Hey, what am i doing now?
Where did i loose my mind?
When did i loose my faith?
Who turned out the light?
Am i wasting my time?

It used to be free
(But) now i can barely see
You said i´ll be ok
But now i´m in decay
I know i´m not ok

Where are all the plans i made
I didn´t catch the signs
And read between the lines
Am i fading away?
Can´t you understand?!
My hope has expired
You can tell me it´s difeferent now

(But) for me it´s still the same
I did not predict the fall
I did not predidct the riot
I don´t want to look back
And fell ashamed

Oh leave me, leave me, leave me
I just wanna be alone
I just wanna figure out
What i am doing wrong
I am running out of time
But my soul is on fire
You know i´m not giving up ground
You know i´ll not be tamed.