The link of reminiscence

Weary... I am weary
Can't hold on much longer
My inner strength is running thin...
It's hard to breathe
I don't know how much longer I can go on

The weight drags me down to the abyss
But I know that I must keep on
At least just a little longer
At least to fight the fate
That's bestowed upon me

Tired... I am tired
Getting closer
I retrieve to my mind...

I remember those times
Walking through fields filled with life and hope
They were times of bliss, an era of joy
To remember them now, does nothing
But drive the knife deeper in...

But what am I to do
My fate's been sealed
Please tell me!!
I can't keep up
This is the end of the line
I can't keep up!!
The end I've reached!!

I retrieve once again
Block it all out
Is this all I will be able to do?
Right up until the very end?

No, please, I beg of you
Have mercy
I have done nothing to deserve this
Why must fate be so cruel?
Vanishing without hope...

The weight drags me down to the abyss
But I know that my time has come
My time has come!!