The girl is trying

Now that i've started to feel
A bit less scared
Doubts have regained their wings and their bruises as well
Keep talking baby
Though i'm busy strangling the three headed monsters of noise
I must admit that i still cannot cease to protect
And to nourrish them all
Now that i've learned to just hug and not ask
I am missing to fall down the hole
Fear pays a visit just once a week
And i'm rushing to open the door
I'll learn to love to be fine
I'll try to avoid my childish thirst to cry

I promise i won't be scared of a pale night
And i won't wake you up if i am
You'll see i'll try all my best
To just rest and be nice
But they'll come and they'll ask
And they'll seek and they'll grasp
And they'll dig into all of my fears and they'll
Take me with them
'cause they know how i love
To be choke by myself
And myself is just hungry to sweat
And be swept