Between delight and sorrow

What do you want? In my eyes? No creation.
Nothing in this world, so say goodbye. Why close your eyes.
Please trust my words. Inside my heart.

I know that it's something that may never come.
I'm afraid to admit no one is behind me.
I realize that I'm always clear.
You know, I think you are my only saving grave.

Cause I close to enough to be. I think it's beautiful
And I things that I got from you are so meaningful.
I knew I was not thinking about you, I apologize.
Do not break my heart. I can't live without you.

I don't wanna answer in the distant future.
Looking for the reason, you said goodbye, goodbye

I hope time will take the edge off your sorrow.
You held my hand while I was stuck in the crowded.
Why I can not have self-confidence.
Just a little courage bring immeasurable.
It's gonna be possible to walk to faraway.
A chunk of thrill exist the bottom of the heart.
Is there any hand for salvation in this dominated world?
The fact starts with the most freezing face.
If just innocence left in there, nothing would be meanless.
If laughter would be disappeared anything didn't exist.

Just tell me why, though being close to enough to be.