Death portrait

Taste this bitterness, my life is worn
I cannot keep from being torn
All this emptiness surrounding me
Is suffocating the misery

I gave it all up for you
Why you treatme like you do?

Hold me down, and I'll push you around
Keep me down and I'll bring you to the ground
Take this portrait of my simple life
So boring, tragic sacrifice
Pushing further, dig under my skin
Is it worth it, in the bitter end?