Suicidal liberation

Lost is my last will
released are all feelings
Lost is my last grief
dead are all beliefs

Nothing's left in heart and mind
Emotions killed my dying soul
Now I am so utterly free

suicidal liberation

Destroyed hopes went by so fast
I have sacrificed my sanity
Disguised my skin it will ever last
like my own wrath and disgust

One silent scream against existence
All is ruled by pain
My soul got no shape
but a natural strive for killing myself

Lost is my time
All ideals are broken
Pre-Suicidal Syndrome
I'm restricted by my own

No sense of life remains in me
suicidal liberation