Astray (the journey chapter i)

As a walked through the forest
Memories start returning to me
And I see no deliverance
Or salvation

The wind that blows in my eyes
Freezing the blood inside my veins
Cutting through my skin
Freezing my soul

Lost in darkness by my self
Alone on the road of my pains
Feeling remorse for everything
Dying inside losing my sanity

No one around can hear me
I am alone in my misery
I lay here between the ghost
Of my shredded memories

Eyeless faces is all I see
They keep moving around me
They are the ghosts of my life
Creeping around to torment me

Why must I suffer and feel this pain?
And from the dark
I can hear a voice
Calling my name

And the voice I shall seek
And see what does she want from me
A voice so sweet in a nightmare
I know that she won't hurt me

But the question is
Will there will be a hope for me?
Trembling deep in the dream
To her voice I ran

Then a thunder stroked sky
Every thing turned black
Now I know there's no hope
No way out for me

I scream in my pain
Seeking the light but the light is not there
No lord to answer my calls no one to help me
And the voice stopped calling me

This my life as always
I see a way out then I realize its just another pit
From now I'll embrace the pain
Embrace the suffering for it will lead to something new

Something creative
Another way to move along
Above the clouds lays my path

Towards the light towards the dark
It’s the same
I feel no shame no regret no remorse