Down

I'm sick of this and that
Do you really wanna know what I've been through
Gotta take you back to when I was twenty two
Had the worst conversations
The worsts temptations
And I don't mean to be down and all
But all I really needed was some alcohol, yeah
To hold me back
To break me down
When I was looking for you, you were never around

It feels like there's nowhere I can turn
When I'm down, it's never a concern
I feel tired, but I don't sleep at night
I'm still a human right?
Don't leave me home tonight

I'm sick just numb the pain everybody hands up if you feel the same
I'm sick just numb the pain I don't really wanna feel I'm going insane

If I could just control my mind
I wouldn't need to run and hide
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like

Tried seeing different doctors
They said listen here, son you're just bombarded
With all these false thoughts that have you thin
Takin' all these pills to feel a bit
Got me thinking that life is truly short
Got me thinking that this is my last resort
All I wanted was for them to hear me more why am I the only one surviving the storm, yeah

It feels like there's nowhere I can turn
When I'm down, it's never a concern
I feel tired, but I don't sleep at night
I'm still a human right?
Don't leave me home tonight

I'm sick just numb the pain everybody hands up if you feel the same
I'm sick just numb the pain I don't really wanna feel I'm going insane

If I could just control my mind
I wouldn't need to run and hide
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like

Dig myself a deeper grave, I dig myself a deeper grave

I'm sick just numb the pain everybody hands up if you feel the same
I'm sick just numb the pain I don't really wanna feel I'm going insane

If I could just control my mind
I wouldn't need to run and hide
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like
(You would know what hell is like)