Dead inside

Sometimes our smiling faces
Hide our deepest fears.
As shadows leave no traces
All feelings disappear.
Can't find the garden of eden
Cursed on a desert land
Where judas wants to kiss us
But nobody will miss us...
Each time feels
Like the last time
But then it starts again.
More lonely than i've ever been
But this time, not alone.
Somebody locked us out now.
We can't get through the gates
Sacrified outside the garden
To a world of hate...
And it's becoming stronger
Stronger and stronger
Until we are all
Dead inside.