Who should?

I should love you,
put my faith in you.
But I have issuses with you.

I'm only as strong
as you make me to be.
I have doubts
cause you mostly disappoint.

I could of worshipped you
and every word you said.
If you know everything,
then what's going on in my head.

I should love you,
put my faith in you.
But I have issuses with you.

How do I know you're real?
You haven'yt proved you are.
I still don't know
how I came this far.

I could kill myself.
You show me you don't care.
By telling me to do things
alone in this life-long nightmare.

You should love me,
wish the best for me.
But all you do, you do is disappoint me.