This pain in my throat is just a sign of health anxiety

I got this good feeling
Today I'm in love with the whole world
I could have stepped right through the ceiling
'Cause my love for everyone weights a hundred tons

I'm on my way back to a good place
Where I can feel safe like in my mother's arms
I've been to a bad place
Where everyone got a too big piece of me

All of a sudden there is no one to catch you
In the next minute you're as vulnerable as a ten year old who's recently lost her mum

I can't complain
I got everything
But the luxury problems got me nailed again
The weight on my shoulder is nothing
I got strength to push away the rainy clouds and meet the sun

I got this bad feeling
Today everything goes right, something must be wrong
All my wounds are slowly healing
But when you're on the right track
It might be winding

All of a sudden there is no one to catch you
In the next minute you're as vulnerable as a ten year old who's recently lost her mum

I can't complain
I got everything
But the luxury problems got me nailed again
The weight on my shoulder is nothing

This pain in my throat is just a sign of health anxiety
I should be lucky I got people who care for me
I never seem to remember
To live every valuable day as if it was my last