Lithium crown

I can not hear the sound of my voice
Even from the deepest inside of myself,
Only strange noises resound in me
While I am unable to speak or listen

This diffuse veil in front of me
A curtain of glass I will never stride again
No step towards it, no more pain
While my empty body dies

Lost between the worlds of life
Condemned to wander in silence,
No words can heal the wounds
Which are open for too long

I used to hate for years

I can eel the touch of their claws
As they try to draw me back again,
But nothing ever can make me
Return again to the suffering outside

Visions of another life
Are haunting me on my way
Through the dusts of nowhere
Laconic views into the void...

The path of oblivion led me
Straight to the gates of infinity,
I strode them, knowing that
There will be no return to life