Queen maggot

There is no question of my faith
This beginning ending life
There is a black and white divide
First line of gray inside
Destroying all my self belief
Ending quickly
I want to kiss the sky you breathe
I need the taste just one more time
And I stand alone
The sickness burying my feet
I see through your lies
And you'll perish
I wish this would go away
We shouldn't end up like this together
Frustration, no end
I wish we could just begin forever
But there seems no resolve
Destroying all what once begotten
It's not your fault or my fault
It's just the course which our lives have taken
Now something's rotting inside
How can we repair what's still decaying
Screaming for resolution
Instructions from the next place
I lay my body down
Parasites feeding off flesh
Rotting, preparing my own death
Waiting to awake from this trance
I will not be left behind
Will you be with me forever?
Festuring moments in time
Suggestions made to stand triumphant
Eternity reflects my mind
Body rejects, impulse I'm waking
Just one hope in my eyes
Resolve these matters from the outside
I'm waiting for consumation
I'm waiting for your confrontation
Heaven
We found the truth in dying time