Appraisals and omissions

When my walls caved in and my foundation broke,
When my sky came crashing and i lost all hope,
I was welcomed with silence.
So i screamed again with desperate persistence,
When i needed you the most… i needed you, not just anyone.

I moved on…
I’m saying thanks… thanks for nothing.
Thanks for never being there when i needed you the most.

When i screamed your name to a bleeding sun,
When i needed you the most, you were gone.

And i see where your priorities (lie),
Where our friendship ranks behind what you try to hide.
You can’t be there for me despite what we’ve been through
It sucks but i’m better off without you.
I can’t believe what you placed above me… thanks for nothing.

I’m saying thanks… thanks for nothing,
Thanks for never being there when i needed you the most.

Better off facing this alone,
And i’m stronger… stronger than what i’ve shown.
No more making excuses, no more feeling worthless,
No more on relying on someone else to pull me through.
I’m well aware of my strength and what’s left to do…
Pursue the life i want,
Free from fear… with or without you here.