Chemical

It's hard to percieve
my mind is at ease
it's hard to believe
I don't feel a thing

Am I wrong to feel
such bliss that ain't real
can I keep it from
taking over me

Fell into this moment
now the chemical is taking the
inside right out of me
I found a mountain of pureless energy
I keep telling myself it's not reality

Now I'm seeing, now I'm seeing
that the world around me is changing
once it was a break that I could keep
I tried to walk away but I can't

What? What's inside my brain?
what's breaking me down?
what's inside this raging chemical?

Now it's time for me
to rest with ease
now it's time
to allow my mind relief

But I can't stop
this feeling that I need
can I keep it from
taking over me

Forget all the regrets
as I indulge myself with every breath
of this moment
knowing I can taste the beauty of life again
without a chemical flowing through my head

now I'm feeling, now I'm feeling
that the world around me's now changing
once it was a break that I could keep
I tried to walk away but I can't

I feel it
I see it
I need it...so bring it to me!!!

Never again, never again
will I feel the same, feel the same
about me
can I begin, can I begin to start
my whole life over?

Never again, never again
will I walk the same, walk the same
around here
can I forget, can I forget that which
lives within me?

Never again, never again
will I breathe the same,
breathe the same air in
I want to live, I want to live
but they say never! never!