Uproot tree

i'm tired but cannot sleep
lyin' in bed with open eyes
i'm lookin' into - darkness
thinkin' of better times

i often dream about him
and in my dreams - he's still alive!
i'm wakin' up with a smilin' face
but after seconds I know
it was only a dream! a dream!

sometimes I feel - like an uproot tree
all alone and no way to live anymore!
the only thing that I can do
is lie here and wait for...?

i think that it happened yesterday
it's hard to talk about it
is anybody out there in this world
who can tell me why?!

it has been like a terrible dream, oh my god!
sometimes I feel like an uproot tree
all alone and no way to live anymore!
the only thing that I can do
is lie here and wait for...?

in those days I didn't know anything about my luck
i kicked it with my feet
but now I think it would be better
if it happened to me...
if it happened to me...