No saving grace

I've witnessed no miracles, There is no saving grace
I lie awake, Thankful for nothing
I was born to murder the world

Dark lord, I beg of you please, embrace me
Like your sodomized son
My only faith resonates with misery
Dark lord, I am the one you seek
I have survived your suffering and despair

Satan, I hear you speak
But they're my words that you say
Take me, I don't belong here, I never have

You were never there, I starved and bled, you did nothing
So you are nothing, You fucking coward
Now here I stand, at one with the darkness
If God exists, he's nothing to me
Can you hear me, God? You're nothing