Blame me

Wanna hold you in my arms again
Whisper all those things I've never said
Lend you my sweet remedy
Absence so slowly killing me
You kill me
I'm the thing that keeps you up at night
And the reason why you hate your life
Endless is the bludgeoning
Nothing stops the suffering
So just get ready for me
I'll give you something that you won't soon forget
Know you'll never be free
and you can just blame me
I'm the fear that never goes away
and the reason why they tend to stray
Endless is the bludgeoning
Loving you is suffering
Loving you is suffering
Loving you is suffering
Endless is the bludgeoning
Loving you is suffering
Get yourself ready for me
I'll give you something that you won't soon forget
Know you'll never be free
and you can just blame mead