July rain

So many blanks sheets, white as snow
They will never be filled
An unwritten story still in my head
I walked so high and fell so hard
A sweet pain I missed for so long

Broke all of my bones, lost all the tears
And threw up a song
But when I see the sky in the sea
I don't know if I should swim down
Looking for my star
Or just let me drown in you

I'm losing myself
Between hope and illusion
Shall the dark cloud above me pass
Faded in this july rain

I wish I was the one in this
No moon endless night
I'm writing on my bleeding wounds
And I can still smell your scent
Like the man who walked among the Daffodils

The leafy branch bends and lose its leaves
When the night wind hard blows
No matter how deep are the roots
Stark a trunk and tough the bark
Wind will cut it down, dust will stop its fall