Still with you

Thinking contemplating whether i should be with you, so I substitute you with this drink, I don't know why, why you had to go, where are you when you're alone, where are you when you're alone, run from all your feelings, stop what your doing, because I can't stop for you, where were you? where did you go?
were you alone? am I still with you? no, and where were you when you were all alone because I was scared, were you with that other guy I just don't know why, why were you so far away, would you let me be you were alone and I knew you'd go, so where did you go?