All i ever wanted

Seems I screwed up again
I lost the only thing that matters in my life
Is this coming to an end
Did I lose my only when I shed these tears tonight

Staring at the ceiling
As my eyes wet my pillowcase
I missed what I was feeling
But I know everything will be alright if I could only see your face

I never meant to hurt you
All I ever wanted was you
I never meant to make you so mad
All I ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

If I could turn back time
I'd take back everything I said to make you sad
I miss the way you'd shine
I never meant anything I said to make you mad

Staring at your pictures just isn't the same
I can't reach out and touch them
I can't feel the soft sweet skin of your face
I can't even remember who it is I am

I never meant to hurt you
All I ever wanted was you
I never meant to make you so mad
All I ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

Pushing you away as night turns into day
I hate myself for making you hate me
Wish I could push away to find another way
To be everything you wanted me to be

I'm just so terrified
You may not believe everything you heard
Because everybody lies
But when I tell you I love you I mean every single word

I never meant to hurt you
All I ever wanted was you
I never meant to make you so mad
All I ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you