Hating myself

How could I feel so empty
How could I go and do those things to you
When all I wanted was your happiness
How could I let it come to this
How could I be so cruel

I'm hating myself
There's a hole in my heart
I'm hating myself
How could I ever tear us apart

I'm hating myself
I couldn't see this one through
I had to stay true
But I'm hating myself
For hurting you

You are the one who could accept me
For what I really am
You are the one who listens to me
When no one understands
But I'm without you now
And I don't know how
To stand on my own two feet

I'm hating myself
There's a hole in my heart
I'm hating myself
How could I ever tear us apart

I'm hating myself
I couldn't see this one through
I had to stay true
But I'm hating myself
For hurting you

Words are left unspoken
Empty hearts are broken
Healing wounds have opened
It's all because of me

Trapped inside my mind
Too scared to run or hide
This love is suicide
It's all because of me

I'm hating myself
There's a hole in my heart
I'm hating myself
How could I ever tear us apart

I'm hating myself
I couldn't see this one through
I had to stay true
But I'm hating myself
For hurting you