My apology

Stressed out and messed up
I did it again
The final push is always the hardest
Still I'm hanging on
Please don't let me fall
I think I need you
I said some things that probably hurt
But none of them were true

Broken and torn up
What will it take to mend
Here we lie on broken ground
Can't we stand up again
Please don't leave me down
I only want to be with you
I said some things I can't take back
But still I want to try to make it through

This is my apology
Does it mean anything
I'd die to make you happy
You can have my world
Because if you're not in it I don't need it anymore

This is my apology
I wish I could give you more
I'd do anything if you'd forgive me
You can have my world
Because if you're not in it I don't need it anymore

I treated you like people from the past
I should have known better
You don't deserve to be treated like them
I should show you I think you're special
I don't want to put my scars on you
They're mine and I'm the one who should deal
I don't want to be the one to drag you down
I want to be the one to kiss away your tears

No words can explain how I feel when I see your face
I just want you to know whatever happens I'm here
I could never express how much I care for you
Even if you decide to go I love the way you made me feel
So thank you and I'm sorry
I never wanted you to feel an ounce of pain
And for me to be the one who caused it
I'd do anything to take that feeling away

This is my apology
Does it mean anything
I'd die to make you happy
You can have my world
Because if you're not in it I don't need it anymore

This is my apology
I wish I could give you more
I'd do anything if you'd forgive me
You can have my world
Because if you're not in it I don't need it anymore

Someday you'll understand the things I couldn't say
I want to tell you right now but it has to wait
Someday you'll understand everything
I promise and I'm sorry