Need you

Have you ever been so sad you want to die
I am
I'm broken up inside
I don't know where to turn to stop the pain
I cry
I wish that I could hide
But I feel shame
I try
To push you from my mind
But here you are
I lied
I want you all the time

Without you
Without you

I'm feeling sad
I feel betrayed
I think I need you to be okay
The time we spent
Was never real
I think I need you just to feel

I'm feeling bad
It can't be helped
I think I need you for myself
Now the past
Is memories
I think I need you to need me

Have you ever felt you need someone else to survive
I do
It tears me up inside
I don't know what to say to ease the pain
I cry
I'm lonely all the time
But I can say
I've tried
My best to make you mine
But I've failed
Denied
To notice I'm alive

Without you
Without you

I'm feeling sad
I feel betrayed
I think I need you to be okay
The time we spent
Was never real
I think I need you just to feel

I'm feeling bad
It can't be helped
I think I need you for myself
Now the past
Is memories
I think I need you to need me

Now I'm such a mess
You'll never know the truth
Too scared and depressed
To tell you that I love you
I love you
I love you

Without you
Without you

I'm feeling sad
I feel betrayed
I think I need you to be okay
The time we spent
Was never real
I think I need you just to feel

I'm feeling bad
It can't be helped
I think I need you for myself
Now the past
Is memories
I think I need you to need me

I'm feeling sad
I feel betrayed
I think I need you to be okay
The time we spent
Was never real
I think I need you just to feel

I'm feeling bad
It can't be helped
I think I need you for myself
Now the past
Is memories
I think I need you to need me

I feel you leaving
Something I don't want to see
Because I felt you breathing
Lying next to me
One night was all I needed to fall

I've had my chance to finally hold
But now it's time for letting go