Lust over loyalty

She's waiting at home
Counting down the days
I’ve earned her trust but I don't deserve it
I down another hoping I don't remember a thing
Just an excuse to kill my conscience

I’m gonna hate myself when the sun comes up
But right now I’m in my darkest glory
Letting her have her way with me

I keep telling myself
It’s not worth it
But I can’t help it
I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can’t win I just give in
I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight

I hang my head down in shame
I know she’ll never forgive me
She’ll look me in the eyes
And I know all she will see
Is lust over loyalty
All she will see
Is lust over loyalty

I keep telling myself
It’s not worth it
But I can’t help it
I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can’t win I just give in
I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight

I wish I could be
The one you need
Trustworthy, unworldly
I wish I could flee
Temptations plea
She's calling me
And I don't even know her name

I keep telling myself
It’s not worth it
But I can’t help it
I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can’t win I just give in
I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight