No one can feel it's over

Paralized by my delusions then I hear the rocking chair
Brings about much more confusion and illusions let's be fair
So hear me now and tease me about you should always be alert
Of delusions in the hall while people feel deserted

I realized all my decisions were about my way to be
Be without all my possessions, it included you and me
Separate the dying breed while me and you have needs
Instigate our setting free means to hold our misery

When my grin is wide with laughter
And my throat is deep with song
Don't you think I've held my pain for so long?
But no one can feel it's over

It tantalized me all the profusion of the way I used to be
So much more to be abused but in a way that I agree
Out of touch and out of reach though belonging here with me
Masquerade of foolish dreams and illusions to be free

Memorize all my delusions and confusions to this world
Making love to you is useless if I don't know how to show
My emotions in a way you can reach tham day by day
Drift apart from one way's heart just before it is too late

When my grin is wide with laughter
And my throat is deep with song
Don't you think I've hed my pain for so long
Then I feel the stillness closer

When my grin fades in a dark sun
Don't you hear my inner cry?
Though my feet can tap don't you know I've died
But no one can feel it's over