Unstable

In the dark at the gates of sleep
When intricacies of mind get lost
A multitude of vileness
Interferes lead mind a mind revolution
A real network of thoughts gets alive
And thoughts link so fast
That mind himself can't follow as if it became rowdy
On the edge of failure spirit fights
Cause the feeling that this is the end becomes oppressive
And fall in sleep now
Seems to mean eternal death
Mind that talk drivel and lose his identity
Round-about and disconcerting thoughts
Eyes shut yet mental visualization of faces
Deformed by fear and suffering
Both fury to live and fury to die
We live in reprieve
Both good and evil are looking for ourselves again and again
Which aim for this life ?
Unstable Mind
In the dark on the threshold of half consciousness
The depths of soul awake
Subconscious rises and reveals awful truth
Death suddenly seems so close and threatening
Mind that talk drivel and lose his identity
Round-about and disconcerting thoughts
Eyes shut yet mental visualization of faces
Deformed by fear and suffering
If it's true that mind never dies
Is it reassuring cause which terrific destiny
For man and the whole mankind that a mind without body sentenced to wander
For ever in tortured intricacies of his own thoughts without any materiality
Which possible relief in this case
Let's just hope that spirit and body
Die at the same time in order to have any consciousness of anything