Worthless/no purpose

Suffocating I'm sick, I'm sick
Medicate me I can't get a grip

I am the deadweight
Mistakes, it's all I create
Cut away and I still don't feel a thing
So sick of picking up the pieces
I am the distance between us

I can't keep on living life like this, so sick
A million reason why you hate me might fit
Convince me why I'm worthless
Tell me again how I have no purpose

I want this to end

Lost in uncertainty
I'm building walls I used to break so easily
Sick of picking up the pieces
I am the distance between us

Rain on me make me feel like I remember
Make me see that I'm worth it
Rain on me make me feel like I remember
Cause I can't see that I'm worth it

Tell me again how I have no purpose
Tell me again I am the deadweight