Remember to forget

Why am I wasting my time
Why am I wasting my time
When we are meant to die
Why am I wasting my time
Why am I wasting my time
Listening to your fucking lies

It's so much harder than it seems
I left those seeds to grow in me
I did it just to make you cry
You were my reason to survive
But I refused to stay alive
I'm not ashamed of my scars
It took so long to realize
That you left me empty inside

Breathe, breathe, breathe me out
I'm pretending I'm fine
But I'm done, I'm so done
My heart is knocked down
And my feelings are numb
My love is a nightmare
I'm not allowed to wake up

That's enough
Oh God, that's enough
Cause everything I've got
Equals everything I've lost
Those tickles in my spine
Make me wanna try to turn my back
Hell no
Watch me burn alone

I'm not ashamed of my scars
They remind me
Of everything you put me through
This wind can't blow me away
Because I'm heavy with the weight
Of hating you

My Hell looks better
Than your so called Heaven
My enemies look better
Than your so called friends
Keep doing the same to me
I wanna see what will it take
To stay above this black water and breathe

What will it take
To stay above this water and breathe

Why am I wasting my time
Why am I wasting my time
When we are meant to die
Why am I wasting my time
Why am I wasting my time
Listening to your lies

Why am I wasting my time
Why am I wasting my time
When we are meant to die
Why am I wasting my time
Why am I wasting my time
Listening to your fucking lies