Haunting me

I’m so disgusted with myself
I’ll probably never leave this hell
And if I look the other way
I’ll feel so broken, so ashamed

I wanna see with brand new eyes
I hope I make it through the night
I dug myself into this hole
All of these problems getting old

Is it only sorrow that brings me to my knees?
Or is there something deep inside that I cannot see?
I feel so empty without you haunting me
I hope you’ll save me

How did it ever get this way?
I cannot find the words to say
That I can’t handle all the pain
And that I’d like you to stay

When will this stop? I feel the burn
It’s just to hard, it’s getting worse
What if I’m ready to give up?
I guess I never was enough

Is it only sorrow that brings me to my knees?
Or is there something deep inside that I cannot see?
I feel so empty without you haunting me
I hope you’ll save me

And every time I fall I will look your way
And if you’re not there to catch me
I will never be the same
I’m dying to breathe and
I’m living to die
Will you take this heart
And make me feel alive?

What if I opened up my arms?
Then would you sew up this heart?

Is it only sorrow that brings me to my knees?
Or is there something deep inside that I cannot see?
I feel so empty without you haunting me
I hope you’ll save me