I'm a cowboy, not a magician

I've been walking this road alone for God knows how many years.
And it's become the most complicated task to overcome.

I won't let them take this away because this is everything I've ever loved and this will be my escape.

But now I realize how much I took for granted.
When friends and family were the only ones that ever made me feel at home and now I'm left with nothing.

Father I know you will stay by my side and I know that you are the light.
You've guided me through the hardest of times.
And I know I've become such a burden on you.

But thank you for always being there for me and thank you for believing in me.

I walk with my lord