A few more years

Wash your hands clean of me and then rinse them down
Just to see me circle the drain, my slipping grip.
I am not your obligation anymore
A regret, a mistake, but not yours anymore

And all I wanted was you
And all I wanted was you to notice
How can I reach through to you
Though your capsule shaped escape

All I wanted was to take you for granted
Assume that you're there
Assume that you care

Just a few more years, I think I'll wait it out
The pearly gates of white have rusted shut
And you're locked out
You’ll be fine, indifference is your greatest strength.
Heaven/hell as long as you're gone,
To me it's all the same