Why is it so hard

I called you once
Called you twice
Called you ten times no answer
My heavy chest

I watched you eat
Watched you sleep
Watched you breathe
You are precious
I burn low

The ache, the wait
The unrequited

It's the best
It's the best
It's the best of all your feelings

But it's not enough
No it's not

Oh why is it so hard
For you to even look my way
You're keeping me at bay
Oh why is it so hard
I feel so sick when you're around
I'm desperation bound

Who's the girl?
She's a bore
Are you just with her for pleasure?
I'll slit her throat

And I would die just to ride
In the bed that you are sleeping
She's all of half taken

Oh why is it so hard
For you to even look my way
You're keeping me at bay
Oh why is it so hard
I feel so sick when you're around
I'm desperation bound

Why is it so hard
For you to even look my way
You're keeping me at bay
Oh why is it so hard
I feel so sick when you're around
I'm desperation bound

Why is it so hard
For you to even look my way
You're keeping me at bay
Oh why is it so hard
I feel so sick when you're around
I'm desperation bound