Inner war

These walls are visions of all my futures lost
I see my life ruined in every block built
We lost the war, we sink all our dreams
These are the ruins right before my eyes

You say you are never alone
But you know, we both suffer from insomnia
We are at war with ourselves

Cut the ties that drag you to this hell
Why live arrested to a life? We always seek for reasons
A sign, a monolith, a way to understand the existence
But life's a bitch, our eyes open just when we die

I got lost amid a desert of oblivion
The sun block my vision, God, how I can still walk?
I walked the earth in search of answers and conclusions
Wearing each member of my body, only to find more answers
This is my purpose? Staying on the floor with the worms?

So, stand up and rejoice, a new life is coming
All your memories are removed and forgotten
Like his idols fools, monuments, Gods and deceivers
Remember, we only sleep when we're dead
And we will always die together with worms.