What is there for me

I stare at the sky watch the ghosts over my head
I hear the voices that whisper your alive in death

I'm a boy who's succeeded in suicide
But i'm a man who's failed in life
I know i won't be missed
I'll be whispered in a kiss

What is there for me - when i close my eyes at night
What is there for me - when i open them at day rise
What is there for me - when i take on a new day
Nothing's there for me - i'm a step closer to a fade away

It's hard to smile - when happiness hurts
It's hard to show love - when love hurts
If sadness is what i'm about
Open the gates my time is running out ----- out!