Release me

Forgive me for being so forever with you
Forgive me salty oceans I can flood in our room
My terrible emotions and horrible dreams
Being so rude and crashing overwhelmed by fear
Forgive me that you have to fight for my tiny smiles
My medicine you have to bring in the thick of the night
It drowns me when I’m angry and it scares me too
My screams make you keep silent and it kills me when you do

Release me
From this psycho prison
Help me now be like you
Release me
Cause I lost my life vest
And I can't change this
Although I'm trying my best

Forgive me for tragedies that live by my side
My fragile lie that wanted dead or alive
I hate my own strength that turned my life into dirt
And those others who cannot feel and can't be hurt
Forgive me maybe I cannot change with the years
No mouth can say a word in my defense
I can’t produce the feelings that are softly expressed
I'm still so scared to think what will happen next

Release me
From this psycho prison
Help me now be like you
Release me
'Cause I lost my life vest
And I can't change this
Although I'm trying my best