Fragile by design

This was not how it was meant to end
Don't you dare let go
I'll take a step, first since my last.
Don't look up. The vertigo could kill.
Don't you dare let go. Turn my eyes against the spin.
See this for what it is,
Just stairs that rise without an end.
Don't give my heart a name.

Collapse beneath the weight
Of every mindless game
You said you'd never change
I said I'd never...

I can't wrap my head around all this.
These steps begin to cry out.
Don't look up just close your eyes.
Reach out your hands and say goodbye.
I won't let you die, I won't let you
tonight, so hang on for your life.
Life!!!!

Collapse beneath the weight
Of every mindless game
You said you'd never change
I said I'd never...

Cleanse me
Of these deeds.
It's crumbling at the base.
Stress fractures stretch throughout the frame.
Change!!!!!

Collapse beneath the weight
Of every mindless game
You said you'd never change
I said I'd never...

There's something wrong with this design, it's crumbling.
(Don't you change)
If only I'd seen these faults then I could change.