You can only be so careful

I'm so sorry it came to this..
battered, bloodied voiceless choking on this.
Crumpled piece of paper this is the shit- That keeps me up nights and knocks me unconscious.

I close my eyes
rape and murder is all I see,
and how long did we sleep with that gun in our backs?
This bed should be a place of warmth and yet I've never Felt such a chill,
but I swear to you that we can get through this together
it kills me
Every time you blame yourself.
While they run away and hide themselves.
Fold the paper hearts.
touching like skin.

and if it all came down to it,
I'd be with you until the bloody end.
There will be no more monsters.
headless, the worms,
Will have our revenge

(murder isn't always wrong).

And I'll take your secret to the grave.
Its all forgiven.
Sleep with this
Wake with this silent, still(stop)

it kills me
Every time you blame yourself.
While they run away and hide themselves.
Fold the paper hearts.
touching like skin.
Consent, none. has the shaking stopped?
You look so different..