If i have to, then i have to

I grasped the light of the moon seeking vengeance that's within.
I feel the breath of whispers when the phantom calls my name.
Phantom I hear the whispers of your voice.
It leaves me heartless to attack her soul
What was I thinking this time when
You played your games with me?

Every time you left me broken
Do my words mean nothing at all?
If I have to, then I have to walk away
And pretend I don't need you.
So I'll take this time to think
About the fire we watched burn out
Oh God please hear me when I speak your name.

I grasped the light of the moon
Seeking vengeance that's within.
I feel the breath of whispers
When the phantom calls my name
I chose the path of self vision I let dwell in my heart
When I transform I feel my skin rip apart

What was I thinking this time
When you played your games with me?
Every time you left me broken
Do my words mean nothing at all?
If I have to, then I have to walk away
And pretend I don't need you
So I'll take this time to think about
The fire we watched burn out

I gotta try to keep calm and carry on.
I keep tearin' my, tearin' myself down.
Cause you caught me at the wrong time.
Did my words mean nothing at all?
What was I thinking this time?
Every time you left me broken.
Do my words mean nothing at all?

What was I thinking this time
When you played your games with me?
Every time you left me broken
Do my words mean nothing at all?
If I have to, then I have to walk
Away and pretend I don't need you
So I'll take this time to think
About the fire we watched burn out
What was I thinking this time?
What was I thinking this time?
Do my words mean nothing at all?