Stink

Feeling the strain
It's taking It's toll
Break before I bend?

Here comes the darkness
Like an unwelcome friend
Another step backwards
Starts the down spiralled trend
Retreating inwards
Shy away from the real me
Pick the scabs off my mind
And let the sores bleed

Let it run free
Poor out my eyes, living like this
Feels like I've been stuck
Here for years

All feelings washed away
Like dirt in the rain
A silencing scream
From this deafening pain
My shoulders sag
Beneath this weight on my back
Feeling my mind give out
With an almighty snap

It hurts when I think
It hurts when I cry
My insides stink
From living this lie

Let it run free
Poor out my eyes, living like this
Feels like I've been here for years

Here comes the darkness
Like an unwelcome friend
Another step backwards
Starts the down spiralled trend
Retreating inwards
Shy away from the real me
Pick the scabs off my mind
And let the sores bleed

It hurts when I think
It hurts when I cry
My insides stink
From living this lie