As cold as me

It's a cold day, I pick my phone and see your name
It fades away my feelings, but I'll be ok
It's not your blame, honestly, you can't be great
It's killing me, but I can't feel the pain

Fuck it all, I cannot be the same
Where have you been? On my way? In my dreams?
You're killing me, drowning me in my own pain
You're killing me, drowning me in my old ways

We fading out together, but we'll be ok
I'm breaking down my feelings, but they stay the same
I'm chasing all your colors, but they seem erased
I'm fucking all my problems, but they like to play

I drown all of your memories but see your face
I try to keep it cool, but I'm in hell all day
You're feeling all my pain, but you just can't relate
That's killing me and drowning me in my own pain

Hey now, I can't escape now
Hey now, I feel insane now
Hey now, we're not the same now
Hey now, I'm gonna fade out

Honestly, help me, please
All I seek is dead to me
Honestly, help me, please
All I fear is close to me

E você não vai lembrar
Não quer mais nem conversar
Em busca de outro lugar
Eu sei que um dia eu vou te achar, yeah
Eu vou te achar
Eu vou fazer você voltar, yeah
Você voltar
Não quero mais nem pensar
Na minha história sem te olhar
Na minha vida sem te amar
Yeah, yeah
Tudo que eu dizia não vai me moldar
Mas tudo que eu sentia eu sei que vai voltar, yeah