Through the final gates

No more shall my morning rise
In ruin I've been laid to rest
I am lost into forever and ever
I'd rushed through the final gate

I can't hear you - Let me hear you scream
Don't you really wanna be - Just right here with me

Did you mourn me - Or was it just a show
You doesn't seem too sad - I'm watching from below
It's been too many days now - I have lost all hope
I better face the truth - Seems I'm gonna be here on my own

Life was a shadow to me - But now I live for eternity
I float in an endless void - Darkness becomes my relity

I never woke up from this dream - The pain of feeling nothing real
I'm near but no one hears me scream - The silence in my head
All around me I see shapes - Twisted into my own face
The desolation makes me whole - As it eating on my soul

Can you remember laughter - Can you remember tears
To me it seems so distant - like something I never knew

Do I know my name - I´m turning into gray
I am no longer me - I have ceased to be
Gone to a different stage - Beyond the human race
Time is standing still - I never thougt I would taste fear

My death has been trapped in me - I know I couldn't see
Heaven was a lie as well was hell on that I'm sure
I'm getting nowhere slow and I am anxious to get there
Forgotten by my past and left alone here by my friends