The other side

I need a friend
I need a hand
No ones ever lived alone here
I am fading
I'm a freak
I'm addict
No ones ever lived as long here
I'm waiting

If you could live a lie
Without been recognized
Would you supplicate?
Or would you rather fade?
If they bleed you dry
Would you ask them why?
If they break you down
Would you step your ground?

There's something deep inside of me
As black as coal
Feeding out my misery
I overdosed
I live between whats wrong and right
Devil may care
Living like a mouse
Locked up in chains
Are you one-of-a-kind?
Or do you have a Christ?
This ain't no fairy tale
It's my disturbing sight
If they bleed you dry
Would you ask them why?
If they break you down
Would you step your ground?