I always see you

Our summer’s gone, we can’t get on feet
I see your clouds movin’ over me
You smell like storm and I can’t breath
My dead leaves lay on the field
The quilt of nights falling too cold on my bed
I shut my eyes cause I always see you

But I see you in my dreams
And in the sugar in my coffee
And I drink you from the water
And I feel I can’t go on
I only see your imprint on the pillow
And the perfume of your hair
Always reminds me
That I cannot move along

You left this hole in my soul
The wind of slough litters it with fear
It peals so blank between my bones
Dries up my blood and blackens my tears
I came to tell you that I feel like a stone
I shut my eyes ‘cause I always see you

I see you in my dreams
And in the sugar in my coffee
And I drink you from the water
And I feel I can’t go on
I only see your imprint on the pillow
And the perfume of your hair
Always reminds me
That I cannot move along

Heaven lies as angels sing
I hope the devil tears off your wings
You’re crying blood as you’re falling down
I’ll smell your trace like a hungry hound
Princess of my worst nightmare
You’re my favorite dream but I don’t care
If you don’t call me at the sunrise
As I face the ugly real life