Black wedding

I jump through the mirror
I fall on the other side
Emptiness I remember
I feel so clean
I feel secure
A smile on my face

A nice shine
A personal lie

This person is coarse
Trembling within my corpse
Putting a hole in my mind
Glowing pain to find
Can you hear the refusal to grace
See the hook in his face

Can not stow the anger
Can not size the pain
It hurts so good
Relapsing into relapse