A life of sorrow

Nostalgic bells are ringing through the regions of my mind
Memories that scarred my inner self
I buried my happiness deep within the snow, long ago
And detached myself from this wretched human race

Melancholic nights spent in the company of alcohol
Absinthe washed down without hesitation
Diving deep into hours of contemplation
Years of self mutilation and feelings of hopelessness

Lost deep in depths of my own sorrow
Clinging to a past forever lost

Search inside yourself and enter the pure darkness
Slit your wrists and become one with the deceased
Bodies being eaten away by maggots, lying on the snow
Waiting to be forever vanished, forgotten, always worthless

The war has begun join me in ending my life