When did i lose it all?

When did I lose it all?
In the corner of my eyes I see you
When did we fuck it and fall?
It's always been you, it's always been you
Thought we'd love and grow old together
We'd bring out the best in each other
You made me believe we could do anything, anything

I'm letting you go for now, for now
I wanna marry you, but not now, not now

Kiss me down the neck, let's have our moment
Just before I forget what you taste like, what you feel like
Touch me like we're dying, touch me like the first time
I was never lying, desperately trying for us
Desperately trying for us

I'm letting you go for now, for now
I wanna marry you, but not now, not now
I'm letting you go for now, for now
I wanna marry you, but not now, not now

The saddest thing of all is that I know
You're shriveling under my skin and I won't let you go
When you said bye a piece of me died and left with you that night, that night
When you said bye a piece of me died and left with you that night
We admitted it for the very first time

I'm letting you go for now, for now
I wanna marry you, but not now, not now
'Cause I'm letting you go for now, for now
I wanna marry you, but not now, not no