Chaos injector

Meditative, nothing but placid staring
Ending in a serenity of still ...

And exquisite brilliance !

A trance-like passivity
Imposed on me by this strange disharmonia.

Pounding - Aching - Always Forsaken
Suffer Bleed
Nowhere …Salvation

Chaos Injector, no gratifying thing
Bestial intruder of my senses.

…with extremely harsh splendour.
Hellcommanding the brain…

Taking me down into a morphine morbidity.
Where Darkness has been pushed forward a few inches

The assymetry revealing
A disharmony most appealing
Deterministic, yet random
Complex, yet so very simple

Chaos Injector
No gratifying thing
Bestial intruder of my senses.

Fogbound
Far from equilibrium

My mind moves in dark mysterious ways
Condensed into a mournful gloom
Brooding motionless over the greatest altar,
This altar of madness.

My nerves went wrong and caused me to preside at certain midnight dances ending with unspeakable rites. Offered to me.

A Splendid ORGY

The General sense of vague and oppressive wonder
Grew upon me like a weary pilgrimage (amongst hints for nightmares).

Chaos Injector
No gratifying thing
Fogbound

And in the burrows of that nightmare…

Chaos Injector
No gratifying thing
Fogbound
Far from equilibrium
Nowhere Salvation