Nightmare of my essence

Tears blind me,
What have I done with myself?
I feel like I have destroyed me
I can't understand it
It's like I'm falling down
Quickly into an infinity abyss

Just like swallowed into my own soul
I stay immobile, crying again
Looking sadness in me
I can't get away

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Where am I going now?
where's the end
to the arms of the shadows
I have ran
where an I going now?
where's the end
to the arms of the shadows
I have ran..run
The fear run into me every time
confusion is my sin
I thought that I could deal
with everthing
I just can't run anymore

Living like another person
Taht no care about fear and pain
destroying the beauty
of my innocence
killing my own soul
In a nightmare of my essence

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