Hard it all can be

Why do I feel so alone?
Like everyone seems to be out to get me
Feeling like everyone's the same
But then I guess that makes me crazy
Screaming RIP Nicole
And RIP them all
And RIP my angel
Wish that she was coming home
Talking about how
There would be plenty of grapes on the grapevine
I feel devastated and agitated
At the same time
No ceilings, I aim high
No feelings, they ain't mine
No minutes, there ain't time
Danger, no sign

Tell me
How am I supposed to live
If you ain't living, bae?
How am I supposed to change
If not forgiven, bae?
Know you watching me from above
I hate for you to see
The heartaches
Someone put me out of my misery

When younger tell me love was in the air
Lately I just never care
All the wounds that caving in
And I hit myself again
And although my plan don't work
Got my feet up in the dirt
But I'm pushing in my words
And I need you now
Better hold on
Baby, you're strong
You're a soldier
Say that things change
All around you
Getting older
And until like we work for us
Stay by my side
When you're high alot
I know how hard it all can be